Everything seems to be falling apart. After midnight it had started to rain. I went up on the rooftop alone and opened my arms to the raindrops. I don't know why. I felt so skinned-alive. Every single cell in my body shouted with joy. Blood pumping in my ears. Air blowing my shirt half-open. Shivers down my spine. Raindrops in my eyes, my mouth, my mind. Venturing deep in my soul. I seemed to lose control. No speech. Slipping slowly out of reach. You've never seen me act like that. It was like falling in love. Again. Or more correctly like collapsing in love.
I lost myself.