There's no need talking about the old days, no point in reminding yourself about your own false starts, your mistakes. It's time for something else. I could probably make a beautiful night. Maybe I needed something different, maybe not. The thing is that I am too done in to decide.
I want to stop every time I'm in the middle of something. That's definitely because of my way of seeing things. I never enjoy face to face confrontation. I'm not saying it can never happen (I just need someone special). Imagine anyone listening to me. How could this happen?
I'm just wasting my time. Again.