Monday, 30 June 2014

There's An Empty Space Inside My Heart

     Before I ask all the things I'd like to ask. She's suffered him for far too many years of her life. She was always feeling low and scared of everything that he said. But I believe her. Today, I woke up really early. I could possibly forgive the times she hurt me. Love is like a sin. It seems pretty unfortunate.
     In my dreams, I'm dying all the time. I can't understand. People seem peculiar. Why are you so sad? What have they done to you? Wake up. Look me in the eyes again.

Sunday, 29 June 2014

I Should Find Out Soon

     There's no need talking about the old days, no point in reminding yourself about your own false starts, your mistakes. It's time for something else. I could probably make a beautiful night. Maybe I needed something different, maybe not. The thing is that I am too done in to decide.
     I want to stop every time I'm in the middle of something. That's definitely because of my way of seeing things. I never enjoy face to face confrontation. I'm not saying it can never happen (I just need someone special). Imagine anyone listening to me. How could this happen?
     I'm just wasting my time. Again.

Friday, 27 June 2014

Take A Walk, Take A Rest

     Leave us in emotional rest. Well, everyone needs some time off. Push yourself to me right now. Walking down the familiar streets, meeting familiar faces and greeting in a very typical manner. It's very strange. I can't understand how people like being so pretentious. Hasn't anyone ever wanted something different? Something real?
     And you just sit there. Observing. I've been stabbed in the back so many times. That's the way it goes. I'd prefer it didn't. Are you shivering?

faces in the water

Tuesday, 24 June 2014

Remeber All The Things We Said

     How your promises went hollow. I once had a friend. She was one of the most pretentious people I've ever met. I still see her, sometimes. She really didn't care about people. Anyway, I'm tired of pretentious people. That's probably why I've almost all of my friends. They've changed and I've changed.
     Maybe, that's not the problem. The problem is that I'm tired of everything. I want to leave. I feel that my luck could change. I want to see you smile again.

Monday, 23 June 2014

Think About The Things We Said

     Everything that she says she would fall for. I could never run away. I'd like to, but I can't. I can only wait. Anyone can surely blame me.
     Silent days are coming. Nothing is in my eyes. When every atom falling in the universe is falling in our lives. Accepting that you live with uncertainty.
     At least the sun is shining (I cannot forgive the irony). And I got nothing to give.

Saturday, 21 June 2014

Come And Take A Swim With Me

     I've seen it happen in other people's lives and now it is happenning in mine. I'm slowly drifting away. Days are tensed and melodramatic. I've been sitting for so long there in my room. Just another day. I've been making up stories in my mind and in my dreams. Many times the dreams I'm having go on for many nights. They're like a story. 
     However, I've been dreaming about these stories for so long,that I almost believe they're real. It's usually those unspoken dreams that we usually reserve only for fantasy. Anyway, I haven't got anyone to talk to. So, I guess they'll remain unspoken for a while. I guess.
     At least it's June.