Monday, 31 March 2014

There Is No Such Thing In Life As Normal

     Spend all summer staring at the window. Your thought they take you where they want to go. I don't know why, but now that the hour has changed and the sun is up and the clouds have gone, I enjoy the daily exchange of emotions a lot more.
     If you ever understand humans be ready to get confused. Again. Then have a look in their eyes. You'll realise that no one is normal. You can't understand anyone. There is no such thing in life as normal. And I'm really happy that normal doesn't exist. Who would want to be a normal person? I've never really met one...

Friday, 28 March 2014

Prank Of Fate

     In my mind Saturday is the best day of the week. Sometimes I just watch the walls, but most of the time I listen to some music and relax. The blackness, the darkness for ever.
     Now, I'm lying here in my bed with my thoughts scattered on the floor. I can't think of anything to say. to write. We suffer every day. What is it for? Just to see what could happen. Just to see what could be. Now I am weary and I feel like I do. Through the alleys and hallways. Smashed and thrown up to the walls.  
     Slowly we unfurl.

Tuesday, 25 March 2014

Tender Is The Night

     I'm afraid I'll lose interest, after all. I'm completely lost. I don't care and I don't want to do anything. However, I like the peacefulness in my room. I can stand here, lie on the floor and watch the ceiling change colours. If you see a shadow, thn there's something there.
     A strange face. Helpless and powerless, I can't even recognise you. I think you're crazy. Pray for rain. I'm sure sometime it's going to happen.
     The spark is not within me.
      It's not within me.
      It's not within me.

You got to be the one 
You got to be the way
Your name is the only word that I can say

Thursday, 20 March 2014

Yesterday's Memories Gone

     Yesterday's people end up scatterbrain. Don't have to make up a reason. It's a ridiculous feeling. Being stuck here in this dream. My so called friends. It's fun being here. Or maybe not. Come over here, I'm patient. Now I can see. I'm ready.
     Yesterday I was really happy. It was because nothing happened. No one made me angry. Everyone considered not to lie to each other (I never said they told the truth). It was a good day. I got home late. And I was set to fall in. I haven't felt the rain running down my spine for a long time. I miss that feeling. Shivering cold.
     You'll never change.

Tuesday, 18 March 2014

You Can Find Me If You Want Me In The Garden

     My thoughts gently touch a string in my head. I couldn't be more ready. I couldn't be more sincere. Waiting for Spring and Summer's showers. The one's when you stand and think. About anything. I find myself drifting away. I seem to lose my line of thoughts. Waiting for the fall.
     You can now pray for rain. Some people simply lose their minds. Sometimes everything's not easy. This one is for the good times. Many times I start to wonder what's going on.
     It's been a lot of time since I started doing this. I really enjoy writing. There are some things that I don't mention to anyone. There are some things that need to remain unsaid. Here I'm allowed everything all of the time.
     I couldn't be more ready.

Thursday, 13 March 2014

When You Got To Go Away

     It takes some time to figure things out. I was being so selfish and lazy. For the last couple of months everyone decided to enjoy themselves. I can't seem to fit in. I don't belong with them. And even my all friends, they don't know me now. It seems a bit strange after all this time we're apart. It's just that my interest in some things is gone. For ever. Especially some vague things.
     Most of the time goes by quickly. I even went on some trips. Twelve hours in a bus with no one to really be with. I met some people and they all say we are friends now. I don't really know. No one seems to understand me. Again, I was in a crowd and I still felt alone. Safe from harm. I can't concentrate and I smile. People smile back. At least that's good.
     Last time you saw the sunlight
     the moonlight
     or anyother light.