Thursday, 29 August 2013

Watch The World Spinning Gently Out Of Time

     Lost child. Every day wake up clearly out of time. Decide. It'a good idea to start the new day with something better than the 'right' frame of mind. Wake from your dreams. Go for a walk. It's just a matter of time. You'll decide. You know it in your heart. I always enjoy the August moon. I want to go to the roof every night. Every night I don't. I watch it from the window.
     When time passes you don't want to feel like that. And don't drown your beliefs. The sun goes brown and you're yellow. It's so beautiful up here. Go slowly, come slowly and sleep alone.
     Yesterday's headlines blown by the wind. Yesterday's friends leave. Oportunities appear and disappear. Somebody listen to what I'm saying. Is there anybody out there to understand? That's right. What if I disappear in the crack of your misunderstood smile. Sometimes I get the loneliest - bound and powerless - feeling. Sliding on its plane surface. Flowing and falling. Gently out of time. Lost at sea.

Saturday, 24 August 2013

You Know Like The Back Of Your Hand

     I don't have much time to write. I'm reading some books. The list of things I want to do gets bigger and bigger. I have to read a dozen of books, watch a dozen of films and finish something I've been writing. The most controversial part of my year (summer) is almost ending. And I'm almost glad.
     It starts breaking off.
     Phew for a minute there, I lost myself.

Saturday, 17 August 2013

Wake From Your Dreams

     At last I'm back after a long time. It seems like a minute's time. Everything's changed, though. We all got bored with what's going on. We all wanted to say that's it no more. But there is no such thing in life as 'no more'. You'd just stick to it then. I haven't talked to many people since summer started. It doesn't bother me very much. Basically, it's a relief. I'm not losing my nerve.
     I think I somehow enjoyed my holiday. There was a huge point made there. On the right wall it said: ''I don't believe in nothing. Everything's sacred.'' and on the other it said: ''I believe in everything. Nothing is sacred''. I went there and wrote something too. It said: ''Shhh...''
     Had writer's block that day.